понедельник, 26 марта 2012 г.

воскресенье, 18 марта 2012 г.

Goedenavond.

Holidays , jei! Theoretically it should be fun , but no, it's not.
Soon I'll may be move to live in Holland..
In summer we will send papers to the National  Holland soccer boarding school, if they will accept me , then.. bb Estonia , friends , family.. Hallo adult life , hallo lonely life.
I know it was my dreams to play in Holland.. but it's sad and I'm afraid.

In the summer I will try to pass driver's license, in summer I will work to help my mom.. in summer I will pass exams for the European passport.
So many things I must to do.. And I have only one summer.
This summer will show , my life will change or no.

Plans for summer :
-Pass the school exams.
-Pass the driving license exams.
-Pass the exams for European passport.
-Go to the National Halland soccer boarding school.
-Work, to help my mom.
-Learn better English.
-Learn Holland language.
-Learn soccer freestyle.
-Work hardly on soccer.

Amen.

Such a good remix..

вторник, 13 марта 2012 г.

I have my mother's eyes and my father's dreams.














Sillamae cup : 5 place :D it was just not our day and exactly not my day! Like nearly knocked out my teeth , my leg is painfull , lost somewhere there my thing for hair (Y):D  Never go again to Sillamae! :D

понедельник, 5 марта 2012 г.

Thinkin' to color my hair in white!:D And do a chocolate lock on the right side on my hair , think it will be awesome :3
And , jea , soon tunnels too! ^^

воскресенье, 4 марта 2012 г.

sweet baby, I need fresh blood.

The strangest thing what happened with me on this week was , when my classmate Lesja sayd that she loves me , she want to FUCK me. I was in shock.  Couse she was always so quiet , calm, didnt spoke with no one  in class. And fuck..
I was just standing, talking with Daffy and she came up :O
Lesja.- Hey.
Bugzzz. -Hey , Lesja :)
Lesja. -Know what? You look like a emo boy. So lovely emo boy.
Bugzzz. -Emmm , okey?! Thanks?!:D but i'm not emo and not a boy :D
Lesja. - no matter and know what more?
Bugzzz. -Nu?
Lesja. -I love you and i want to fuck you.
Bugzzz.  - :| :| :| :| :|

Daffy had same face as me.
We had with Daffy just one question : How she wants to fuck me?!:D
When she sayd that to me.. Me and Daffy were in shock and we just leave her..
We thought she was on drugs or something.. but SHE writed me in Vk on that day ,after school.
She writed that, when she will come back in school she will do like much "strawberryes"on my neck.
I writed to her that i have a girlfriend , I love her and I don't want to do anything with you..
I liked her answer. - I don't give a fuck that you have a girlfriend.

And now I'm just afraid to go to school , cause she is THERE :(

Yesterday was game with Kalev..  I was disappointed in my team.. It's not normal when one team mate says to another team mate that she will knock out her teeth, it's nor normal to say "fuck you" , "i will kick your ass" to your team mates -___- Yesterday not was a friendly game , was a fight with Kalev :/ Everyone was angry on eachother..
My back is painfull.. Can't walk normally.. I <3 Big girls who jump on me on the game (Y)

One good thing what happened on this week is when me and Daffy met our drug dealer (:  We though that he is in jail :O but NO!
We were so upsett after game.. But when we saw Mira , we were sooo happy) Really missed him) Talked with him a lot.. He sayd that he missed us too ^^
so funny moment:
Mira. - Guys , I have your favorite type of cannabis :3 want some?
DaffyBugz. - *___________________*....   *silence for one minute*    Mira... we don't smoke happiness anymore :(
Mira. - GUUUUUUUUUUYS , WHA HAPPENED?!
DaffyBugz. - Now we do sport! :D
Mira. -That's sad , guys, sad! But, you know that if you need something you can call me? Or just if you want to meet you can call me :)
DaffyBugz. - We will cal you soon , Mira. :')

Hope soon we meet Mira again. One love , Rasta <3